Friday, August 1, 2008

Im So Upset Right Now

I got in my truck this evening to go get my Burger King fix . On the way i saw a man sitting under a tree selling watermelon's . I turned around and bought two from him for 10 dollars . Thanked him and on to get my burgers . Left there and went to get gas . Paid $3.79 per gallon . A little further down the road was $3.75 . Dang i said !
I stopped to get money out of a teller machine and couldn't understand how to work the dang thing . So i drove to my bank and that one worked .

Most of you know i don't get to see my Grandkids . And it has been 18 months since i laid eyes on them . I have no idea what they look like now and even can't remember how old Gracie , Sam and Austin is now . Well i know where they live and thought i might get a chance to see them . I really wanted to give them one of the watermelons . I drove up in drive way in there yard . I knew they were home because both cars were there . I blew my truck horn four times . Finally my daughters sorry ass husband come storming out . He didn't say anything and i asked him if he would give the watermelon i had in my hands to the kids . All he said was as he took the melon and said have a good one . So i backed out and started up the road to my home . I poured tears all the way home . That really had me upset and i know i will get over it .

I ask why is some people so cruel that won't at least let you see a picture or some way of seeing them .

I have loved the Lord and tried to live a good decent life for over a year now . The Lord has help me make some of the best friend's i know with a heart of gold . Meaning you in this group . I have better health now and i believe God helped in that .

Am i too go through the rest of my life with no contact with my daughter and grandkids ? Help me to understand that please .

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